February 2012
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what's going on? this.
Well.. I went and got signed up for my test. March 6 and 7th at 2:30pm at the DSC campus in DeLand. That’s finally out of the way, but now I have to cram on the math portion just to refresh my memory on how it all works, as I have no idea really what to expect. I gotta get 410 points collectively between Math I and II, so I think I should be alright, but I’m still nervous.
I got...
Well, last night it hit me really hard, that I need to do a lot more to make a future for Chris and I a possibility. I need to think less, do more, try harder and accomplish as much as I can because all of the time I spend in a less than productive way is time that I’m adding to the tally, days that we will go without seeing each other and that’s hard on both of us. I missed him so...
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Have to lay down, close my eyes and hope I fall asleep because I’m gonna be working my ass off tomorrow. I have a lot of cleaning and studying to do.
I even have to bring stuff to Chris’s house with me just to make sure I can fit in some studying over the weekend. Otherwise I will never be ready to take my tests in time.
Idk. I just have to start getting my life in order and it looks...
It’s no surprise that I’m not feeling any better
I’ve just been keeping tabs on the weather
And I’ve observed the last few days
The clouds turning darker shades of gray
And well, maybe things will never lighten up
It’s easy to fall behind sometimes
When life is one long uphill climb
Whether it’s your coat tails or your shoulders
It’s bound to...
Today
Study for my tests this month.
Do my nails because they look RUBBISH.
Go grocery shopping.
But first I am going to order pizza because I am starving.
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I found things I wrote while cleaning out my...
I saw them staring down at me
I’m sure they’ll outlast even the morning light
I saw them sparkling in your eyes
They were fiddling as you burned alive
And I realize how far gone you really are
And I just really wish you’d come home
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things are getting better /knock on wood
I have all of my priorities in order. All my ducks are in a row. Or they’re getting there, anyway. (: I am prepping to take two big tests in the next couple weeks, I need to make a dentist appointment because the cold weather has decided to remind me that I have cavities. Chris has steady work and we are adapting to that schedule. At least he doesn’t work Friday-Sunday, so we have the...